I was more scared
than I had ever been in my life. Dropped off in a new land, the bright yellow
caravan pulling away leaving me to my certain demise. As I slowly moved my
stiffened legs along the path, I could feel my heart pound. The tops of the walls are covered in barbed
wire. Of course. Passing underneath the green and gold “Home of Scholars and
Champions”, I took a deep breath and faced the moment I had feared for months
before.
Long Beach Poly is
more than just a high school. It’s a symbol, a sturdy safe haven in the
notoriously dangerous downtown Long Beach area. After nine years of schooling
on the opposite, more affluent side of the city, I was in shock when my parents
announced I was going to Poly (which, despite the majority of the school being
“ghetto”, had the best college prep program in the city). I had heard all of
the stories. Poly, a school with less than ten percent Caucasians and
conveniently located on the border of two notorious gangs’ territories, stirred
up all sorts of rumors throughout the latter part of eighth grade. My middle
school friends, most of which opted to go to the closest high school Millikan,
constantly told me how I was going to get shot, mugged, jumped, and beat up
every day at Poly. And of course, I just COULDN’T wear red or blue, as the only
people who wore those colors were Bloods or Crips. Throughout the summer my
anxiety rose, even to the point where I called my future advisor (without my
parent’s knowledge) and asked if there was any way I could transfer. After all,
how could a sheltered kid like me survive the same hallowed grounds that bred
Snoop Dog, DeSean Jackson, and countless others?
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| Reppin His Roots |
On that first day,
I sulked around campus, scared to make myself stand out of the other 5,200
students in the crowd. But as the days turned into weeks and the weeks turned
into months, I fell in love. Poly became my home. From our badass football team
to the tight knit community, I had truly found a diamond in the rough. All I
had to do was give it a chance. Sure, the student population was extremely
diverse. Sure, I knew people who affiliated with the Blood and the Crips. Sure, walking outside of campus wasn't always the best of ideas, especially at night. But
at Poly, no one cared. It didn’t matter what was going on outside of the gates.
As Sports Illustrated put it in their
2005 article, “On the outside, you may be red or blue. But once you step in the
gates you are only green and gold”. Overcoming my fear of the “ghetto” is one
of my proudest accomplishments, as I really loved being a part of a unique high
school experience and allowing it to shape me into the person I am today. I am
proud to call myself a Long Beach Poly Jackrabbit.
“Green and gold together, lose to y’all
never, diss eastside forever, (where you from fool?) Long Beach Poly."

Brian,
ReplyDeleteNice job; really interesting story. I remember high school not being the most inspirational time for me - I'm glad you found your niche. It's interesting that TCU shares the same socioeconomic geography as Long Beach Poly in that both are great schools in poverty-stricken areas. Sort of oases, no? Once again, fantastic job. I look forward to reading more of your posts.
- Luke
Hi Brian, Thanks for the good posts. I am grateful that you have had a couple of good conversations with Hissa. I know these dialogues are not easy to start and maintain, but it sounds as if you are having good, deep conversations. And thanks for the two sketches. I liked both the soccer-watching piece and the Poly anxiety piece. Both are quite interesting. To develop one of them further, use a lot of visual detail to allow readers to "see" where you are and what's happening. Describe specific scenes and settings. Great work. dw
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